Saturday, August 29, 2009
Babies are innocent. But for the time being I just can't accept another brother from the same dad. Maybe it will take some time. The time could be forever. I never meant to be mean but it gave me a heart ache. I'm too old to be jealous. Maybe I'm immature. Or maybe I'm too used to be the only son till I can't accept another one. I know this sounds pathetic. I hate it when others hated their own siblings and now it's happening to me. I guess I know how they felt now.
It just pisses me off when people kept congratulated me. And the words from my dad's friend make my anger even worst. "Roy, finally you have a friend." I don't need him as my friend. I have enough friends. I do pity him. I have no right to hate him, he's just a baby but I just can't accept him.
And don't congratulate me, I'm sick of it.
It just pisses me off when people kept congratulated me. And the words from my dad's friend make my anger even worst. "Roy, finally you have a friend." I don't need him as my friend. I have enough friends. I do pity him. I have no right to hate him, he's just a baby but I just can't accept him.
And don't congratulate me, I'm sick of it.
Labels: If I'm childish, so what?
